a big leap... frustrating

Imagine yourself jumping from a 50-foot builidng. You wanted to do this for so long. Now, you have mustered the courage to do so. All you can do is remember what you have done with your life. It was good right? You tell yourself that because you do not want to die feeling bad about yourself. But you do know you're going to die. You have not heard of anyone surviving a fall from a 50-foot building. No one can help.

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So this is it... how stupid of me to slip. Now, you want to live more than anything in the world.