There are times when you are in this big bubble and you see life in this microscopic view. You walk around without a care in the world because you have this idea in your mind that life will be what you imagine it to be. You will hang out with friends, graduate, have a job, get married, have a family, have kids, grow old, and then die peacefully. You just go with the flow because that is what life is... your imagination.
And then one day, you experience something and your bubble is popped... if it was a glass bubble then it would be shattered... if it was a wooden bubble it would be broken... you get the drift. Well, I always imagined myself to have that life I created in my mind. It was the life, although not perfect, I wanted. When that car accident happened, I had a sudden macroscopic view of things. Life was short and it will not be what I imagined it to be. I guess this made me realize that I should not forget what I always wrote about when I was in high school. It was something about that phrase 'live your life as if it was your last day on earth.' And after that accident, it could have been my last day on earth.
The sad part about that was that my last day on earth was spent drinking with people and not having a care in the world. When we are caught up in the moment, we see things in a microscopic view and we feel as if our life is on big event and we forget our environment. It's like this party and your dancing in the middle of the dance floor... you forget everything around you because you are living that very moment.
If I die tomorrow, can I look back and see that my life was actually significant. No regrets... hopefully.
Kleek dinner tomorrow. Unity and Rekindling according to bobo. We're complete for the first time in a long time. Yehey!