Someone needs a lot of fixing and that person is me. Shet, something is really wrong. I finally have my sembreak but the drive to go out isn't there. Well, at least for this week, that's the case. We were supposed to wallclimb but I had to back out because I was really feeling heavy. As in emotionally heavy. Then I was supposed to go to subic but since I'm so good, I won't be going anymore. There are a lot of things to do this week but I won't be going because I want to seperate myself from the world.
I need to fix myself before anything disastrous happens. My attitude in the past few days isn't me at all. I hate this. Damn you big prod.