I talked with my friend the other day. I was telling him that I was getting more emotional recently and I didn't like it. Somehow, I knew I had to go back to being cold and heartless. My friend said it's stupid because you end up losing friends and the chance to have REAL friends.
Maybe he's right. But, I don't want to admit it because I want to be perfect and not feel abandoned. I'm not sure if the events yesterday would qualify me as a real friend. I think it did because it was really nothing. Hell, I had to lose my phone in the process. If ever there will be conflict, I guess I just have to start facing it and stop avoiding people. Gametime!