When the goals that you have have wanted to achieve for yourself disappear, you realize how shallow you are. You had a lot of mini-goals for yourself but never had an ultimate goal. Then, you suddenly feel empty. It's as if your recent past and future is one strip of film that would connect each other where each frame is the same. The only option for you then is to cut the film again and connect it to something better. If not, your whole life would be one big repitition.
So what now?
I need an ultimate goal soon. I am bored with just about everything.