it has been a long time since i last wrote here. words of sadness are not meant to be written because they only remind you of a time when you were stupid not to cope with life. Sadness is meant to be applied and not written. You channel it in such a way that it becomes part of your life as a mechanism to cope with life.
today, i asked myself if i was truly happy. after the things that have happened, i'm sure reflection was already in place. after the events, i'm pretty sure i've changed a lot. My goals, purpose, motivation have all changed.
am i happy? let's just say i'm in theatre.