there will be a point in time when you are down and out. when all you want to do is drown in your bed under the plethora of sheets and never want to get out of it. you don't even want to get out of your room because the world outside reminds you of things you like but can't do and things that you hate but have to do.
these are the times when you need someone to get those sheets away from you, pull you out of your bed, and push you in the bathroom. then, bucket of water is poured on you so that you'll wake up from your slumber.
and right now, i'm getting it from the most unexpected people. a couple, a group of people from another country, and a friend who has twisted ideas but makes sense when it matters. thank you peeps for randomly talking to me and keeping me company during these times of shit.
this is probably the point where i would know who i could kick it with when shit happens. i'm in the eye of the storm.
i wanna sleep forever... yes forever.