waiting for endlessness

Patience is not mine
It is only borrowed
I'm tired
Of waiting for nothing

Shall it come in time?
There is not enough time
And fatigue has set in
and I worry

There is nothing
No more patience
No more time
No more energy

Only insanity is left
That is the only thing
I can hold on to
I'm trying my best

Pardon the crazy fool for thinking
Hoping the insanity saves him
In this endlessness that is felt
You are felt